... I tried to speak but I felt like I had plastic on my mouth. I couldn't breathe! Suddenly I realized I didn't have to inhale air to continue, that in this place the physical world meant nothing, that all the things were thought and pure energy. It is impossible to put in words how fully surrounded by this dimension I was. I had no understanding of reality as we know it. The energy creatures thought me things, secrets, mysteries. It all seemed so clear to me - the meaning of life the purpose of creation, the point of existence! I was filled with unadulterated, pure happiness when I felt this freedom from physical world. My playground was the infinity, and I felt the safest I ever had been.
When the salvia experience started fading, I heard my girlfriend talking to me while I was high. I told to her what just happened. "Holy shit! You tripped for just a minute or so" she replied. I told her that it felt like I was there for hours. "It sounds like you really broke through! We should do this every weekend." I nodded agreeing and relaxed back in my seat, still shaken up and exhilarated from the experience. "You ok?" she said. I replied I didn't know. "Want to have sex?"
I didn't make her ask twice.
Monday, September 14, 2009
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
